Hello everyone. Thank you so much for helping me overcome this phase. (Scroll down to the bottom for the update
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Chemistree, thank you for leveling with me on this. It was indeed really weird and difficult. I totally lost it. I was very confused and worried and just exhausted from the negativity it came with. But at the end of the tunnel comes a light.. Many doors did open up, I focused on the positive, and decided to step back a little and see where I could reach at my current situation. 2 job offers (1 abroad and the other in my country) and an internship in academic development in the best school in my country. These helped me come out of this state. But it wasn't what I initially aimed for. They were just there to "heal" me from eternal sadness.
Dr.jones, I am wholeheartedly going to work for it very hard this summer. I will prepare before hand. I will make sure I learn a lot of new material in addition to reviewing my undergrad materials.
Hey Padre. Well I hope this news will be good news for the forum
After all the disappointments and sad days I've been through (almost 4 months now) in addition to the rejections and feelings of being worthless at my university and all, my final hopes brought me somewhere.
I would like to humbly bring this news upon the forum - I have been finally accepted into the last and 3rd program I applied to!
Even though I got in on probation for the first semester
, and it will cost a lot, I think it's a final chance to prove myself.